So, I have a good friend who lives in California who is a die-hard Bear's fan. And for him I hope the Bears win....but honestly.....I think I want the Packers to win! And the Steelers. I have always been a Steelers fan since I was a little girl and my Dad was a Steeler fan.
Regardless, it truly doesn't matter who wins today. It is just a game.
Since my Mom passed my Dad has become more and more forgetful. Since September 17, he has watched my Mom pass, had to move from his home to assisted living, bury her....adjust to SO much change. I love hime so dearly. I don't live near him right now. Watching him deal with all this breaks my heart. I feel like our family is so broken. I know I am the cause of so much of the brokeness. I guess everyone of us contributes to bringing the family together or having it break into many pieces. We are in many pieces right now.
I had a date on Friday and I broke the date the relationship off. I REALLY liked this guy. He was the first man I opened up to since my seperation almost 4 years ago. But, he was 'just not that into me' the way I was into hime. We really enjoyed ourselves when we were together but he kept me compartmentalized in his life. After almost a year of dating, he never invited me to socialize with his circle of friends. He would often leave me to go to his friend's home for a football party and such. I got tired of it. I want and deserve more. I hope he finds what he is looking for.
I have so much work to do this afternoon and I am procrastinating. I gave myself until 4:00. Then no more excuses. I am tucked away inside, having a fire, made chili and staying warm. I think this post is lame today....sorry for that.....
Just in a weird mood today!!! Missing the people who are the pieces of my wonderful family. Sad today.
Oh....but....this was on the Today show not long ago and my good friend swears by it.
She cut up Swiss Chard and/or Kale and drizzled it with olive oil, sprinkled with seasoned salt and roasted in a 350 degree oven. Her boys LOVED them! I am definitely going to try it out! I bought some Swiss Chard yesterday to try.....a healthy snack....a fun way to get the young ones to eat veges!!
Ending on smile today....a warm smile.....
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